Title: Deprivation
Author:
selectivelyurieRating: R
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon (the one and only)
Summary: Somewhere between "Hi, I'm Brendon" and now...he and Ryan fell into this really strange relationship.Disclaimer: Don't own, not true (or is it?)
Beta:
alphabetatoastAuthor Notes: This is meant to hurt. There is no happy ending, no life altering declarations of love, no tears of joy. It's the story of Brendon and Ryan growing up, growing attached and growing apart. It's messy and tragic and beautiful but hey, isn't that the epitome Brendon and Ryan?
I want to dedicate this to a few people who held my hand over this 6 month perfection period.
behindthec (who has gotten really good at listening to my rambles and persuading me to turn them into fic, much like this one),
my_obsession_xx (because she is my boo ♥),
ivesia19 (because she loves me enough to let me submit this even if it's a bit sad), and especially to
alphabetatoast (because she gets it, all of it. ♥)
For
rydenrevival, because we need a little more love :)
( Brendon first notices it the second night they're in Maryland. )